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[rosebyanyother]

"Morrigan Prince. I'm afraid I'm too busy to answer at the moment, but leave a message and I promise to respond as soon as I'm able."

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[rosebyanyother]

[Peter is especially good at spotting that sort of thing and so he notes the air of performance. It's certainly curious, but he isn't sure if it is a product of their conversation so far or something else.

So he'll press on unless it becomes much clearer that he shouldn't.]

How did you find yourself in this sort of relationship? Is it something you've done before?

[haldaneprotector]

Not in a relationship with both people no. This time I was contracted to Anders and his existing relationship - Hawke - arrived. Previously the 'relationship' was with my King. He, of course, had to get married. He adores his wife; she would like me dead.

[ That really is matter of fact as can be, but that 'performed' casualness is maybe a touch more intense. He kind of hates the second half of that. ]

[rosebyanyother]

That is...certainly less than ideal.

[It reminds him of how...it is entirely likely that his own situation might evolve into something similar. He hopes that he can charm Martin. He is not sure.]

Well. I understand now why Hawke suggested we chat. I...have been in something like a relationship with someone here whose boyfriend has just recently turned up. Or, well. Returned. He was here previously and had given his consent for us to explore what were more...uncertain feelings then.

...He doesn't remember doing so. [And those feelings have bloomed into love, since.] We're...waiting, now. Giving his boyfriend time to adjust to Duplicity before he tells him anything.

[haldaneprotector]

That seems....

[ He pauses there, thinking of something Hawke had said of his relationship with Brion. ]

Unfair to you. Did you participate in that decision or was it made for you?

[rosebyanyother]

[...Is it unfair? It had seemed...reasonable to Peter. Not ideal, not easy. But reasonable.]

I agreed to it.

[Which isn't answering the question directly but may well answer it indirectly.]

[haldaneprotector]

[ He arches his eyebrow a little, because yeah. That is a kind of an answer. ]

There are things it is very hard to say no to. Or to feel you can.

[rosebyanyother]

[Having this brought to his attention, Peter isn't sure...how he feels. A little defensive of Jon, honestly, because he feels as if Alaric is implying that there's been bad behavior practiced here.

Another, small part of him reaches for the empathy in Alaric's words. The recognition of unfairness, of the fact that Peter has been suffering. But....the former wins.

'I didn't think to say no' is on the tip of his tongue, but Peter goes with something else.]

It didn't make sense to object. It wouldn't help anything to overwhelm his boyfriend.

[haldaneprotector]

[ He doesn't delve into what the emotional reactions are, though he has enough sense into what his own reaction would be.

God knew he defended Brion and Jehana both, a lot. ]

As I said, my lover married a woman who could not stand me. This situation is better, by far, and sometimes there are no options that are fair.

But they are still unfair and painful.