[It reminds him of how...it is entirely likely that his own situation might evolve into something similar. He hopes that he can charm Martin. He is not sure.]
Well. I understand now why Hawke suggested we chat. I...have been in something like a relationship with someone here whose boyfriend has just recently turned up. Or, well. Returned. He was here previously and had given his consent for us to explore what were more...uncertain feelings then.
...He doesn't remember doing so. [And those feelings have bloomed into love, since.] We're...waiting, now. Giving his boyfriend time to adjust to Duplicity before he tells him anything.
[Having this brought to his attention, Peter isn't sure...how he feels. A little defensive of Jon, honestly, because he feels as if Alaric is implying that there's been bad behavior practiced here.
Another, small part of him reaches for the empathy in Alaric's words. The recognition of unfairness, of the fact that Peter has been suffering. But....the former wins.
'I didn't think to say no' is on the tip of his tongue, but Peter goes with something else.]
It didn't make sense to object. It wouldn't help anything to overwhelm his boyfriend.
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[It reminds him of how...it is entirely likely that his own situation might evolve into something similar. He hopes that he can charm Martin. He is not sure.]
Well. I understand now why Hawke suggested we chat. I...have been in something like a relationship with someone here whose boyfriend has just recently turned up. Or, well. Returned. He was here previously and had given his consent for us to explore what were more...uncertain feelings then.
...He doesn't remember doing so. [And those feelings have bloomed into love, since.] We're...waiting, now. Giving his boyfriend time to adjust to Duplicity before he tells him anything.
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[ He pauses there, thinking of something Hawke had said of his relationship with Brion. ]
Unfair to you. Did you participate in that decision or was it made for you?
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I agreed to it.
[Which isn't answering the question directly but may well answer it indirectly.]
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There are things it is very hard to say no to. Or to feel you can.
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Another, small part of him reaches for the empathy in Alaric's words. The recognition of unfairness, of the fact that Peter has been suffering. But....the former wins.
'I didn't think to say no' is on the tip of his tongue, but Peter goes with something else.]
It didn't make sense to object. It wouldn't help anything to overwhelm his boyfriend.
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God knew he defended Brion and Jehana both, a lot. ]
As I said, my lover married a woman who could not stand me. This situation is better, by far, and sometimes there are no options that are fair.
But they are still unfair and painful.