Not the extent, but I... I knew I was hurting people. My victims. The coma was when I figured out they weren't just my own nightmares. I knew that waking up meant those people would keep suffering. They'll never stop suffering. Not until I die or they do.
What's the value of a life? If you knew your life was contingent on the continued, inescapable misery of other people, would you choose to keep it?
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Date: 2020-07-15 04:17 am (UTC)Not the extent, but I... I knew I was hurting people. My victims. The coma was when I figured out they weren't just my own nightmares. I knew that waking up meant those people would keep suffering. They'll never stop suffering. Not until I die or they do.
What's the value of a life? If you knew your life was contingent on the continued, inescapable misery of other people, would you choose to keep it?