[Peter makes a sound of acknowledgment in response to Jon's musings. He doesn't have much to add to that, doesn't really have a frame of reference himself.]

Whatever it is...if it helps you then I'm happy to do it.

[He pauses for a long moment, brushing his thumb back and forth over the back of Jon's palm as he does.]

...How did it...happen? If you don't mind telling me, of course. [After a moment, he clarifies a bit.] You said it's what you are now.