[Juno runs his thumb along the edge of his device. Maybe it's better he didn't go looking for Nureyev, or call him. At least if he has to type, he has to think a little harder about what he's saying. What he wants to say.
Even if Nureyev is being evasive, Juno can't really blame him. Not exactly a lot of places to escape here.]
I want you, Nureyev. I want you more than anyone in this place or anyone in the last 20 years
[Somehow it is more terrifying to type that than say it out loud. Maybe because he has to read it and wait until there's some kind of response. It's harder to fill the silence when the silence is text. It's easier to be confessional if he thinks his life is ending. But Peter deserves better than that.]
no subject
Even if Nureyev is being evasive, Juno can't really blame him. Not exactly a lot of places to escape here.]
I want you, Nureyev.
I want you more than anyone in this place
or anyone in the last 20 years
[Somehow it is more terrifying to type that than say it out loud. Maybe because he has to read it and wait until there's some kind of response. It's harder to fill the silence when the silence is text. It's easier to be confessional if he thinks his life is ending. But Peter deserves better than that.]
you didn't answer that other part
[Yeah, he noticed.]